Ocelotkitten88

Hello all! As a few know I am back in my home country only as a pit stop for me until it's time for me to move on else where. I'm riding this long ass emotional roller coaster and I'm really dying to get off now so I can be ok and happy. I haven't drawn or found joy in drawing in a very long time. I even feel sick to my stomach that I didn't colour my art trade I did with my best friend domo. Part of me wants to let you know I'm doing free commissions but then part of me doesn't cause I don't want to let anyone down or for anyone to get mad at me. Plus I can only do line art cause photoshop and I have this terrible love hate relationship and

Hey guys so things aren't going completely how I want them to. My laptop absolutely kaput T~T and I will be receiving my "new" dell laptop tomorrow. On the bright side I'll finally get to use my graphics tablet and practice more with photoshop and manga studio. I'll also be going to see a doctor soon. For a long time now I wanted to see one to check to see if I have bi-polar disorder. If I have it, it would explain a lot as to why I am the way I am.  Apart from that I'm really trying to get my butt in gear. I've made a list of things to draw to keep me practicing and improving my skills. I'll do my best to stick to it. I really want to become

Hey guys. Wow. It has been a longtime since I updated on here. Long story short. I'm no longer in the Cayman Islands. I'm now freezing my butt off in cold but fasinating London UK. I'm trying to start a new life for myself here and hoping for the better everything will work out for me. I'm looking for work, a school to attend (but is thinking of going back to AAU via online courses) and just. Live my life. I am how ever deeply heart broken because the love of my life broke up with me yesterday so at the moment I feel very numb and depressed. If your expecting me to verbally bash them on here I don't intend to. I just feel a bit like an idiot